These few days, was just hell :'( Had a quarrel with mom, this time is serious -.-
we used to quarrel, but after somedays we'll be fine. It've been 5 days till now,
we din't even speak a word. Somemore, everytime I'm the one who initiate to talk first.
I don't want to be loggerheads with you, cause we're mother-daughter. Sigh, I doubt it though.
Q-U-A-R-R-E-L-S, I hate it so much please! ___
All along, you're just being biased! As you can see, it's in bloody fiery red.
If you hate/dislike me so much, don't everytime pick quarrel with me when I'm not wrong in the first place, might as well say you're picking on me. It's so toturing lah.
When you're in high spirits, you treat me good. When you're in bad mood or feeling low, or whatever fucking reason it is, you'll just scold for nothing as I've kill your whole family. In fact, I din't -.-
Yeah, youhave the right to scold. But, mind your words luh. All those, ' hong gan, pcb, lcb' come out,
how would you feel if those words keep grumbling around your ears? I'm still daughter!
You don't spare a thought for me, every words is so hurtful. Perhaps you don't felt this way, but I do.
No mother would do these/talk like that, to their biological children.
You say, you doesn't want to have me as your child when I'm in your womb right?
After that, you say you regretted to do so. If you regret, then pass me to other family or an orphanage or you can even throw me away,when I'm born. I might even be happier then suffering now.
I might even in a rich family, everybody will think i'm born out with a silver spoon.
Who doesn't want, everything to be perfect, and is done for you beforehand?
Who wanted to live like hell everyday? NOBODY!
This enviroment is just effing affecting me. I've the interest to carry on study, gonna lose the interest very soon with everything affecting my mind.
I get the money from you, to buy myuk pencil case, it's just once. I can understand, we're facing some financial problems, but it's on my birthday, I want it. Yet, after I buy, you keep kaopei with that.
Okay lah, even if it's my fault, I'm not even wanting a thing that's so expensive/branded. It's not even branded lah! It cost only like, $12, yet you can't even let me have it.
Frankly speaking here, I'm still missing those days, that you're good. But, it's not going to happen agn.
You wanted us, to listen to your thoughts, have you ever asked what I want? I want a mother, that dote on me, love me more. I've a billions of things trying to tell you, & the family, none of you is interested though.
Ok, whatever then. I'll run-away from home, once I get rebellious. Don't bother finding me, I'm not going back to that fucked up family! I detest it alot!
Yes, we'll still be talking. But, there'll be a shadow of hurt in my mind. Perhaps, you feel this way too. I'm not giving a fuck-care of your grumbling f words anymore, go ahead if you wants a quarrel, go ahead if you wants to nag, go ahead if you want a thrash of me(provided, i'll defence for myself.), go ahead of whatever you want to do, it's not affecting much to me now. I'll treat as, C-R-A-P-S!
