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The above bags may be my schoolbag for next year. If my mother is willing to pay for me, hopefully she will if not I'm not going to buy cause it's not cheap. I somehow forgot the blogshop link, i'm going to browse thru my comp history. I know if I use this bag for next year is already die die outdated,but I don't care,I happy & that's it. Still considering~
It's raining now,i'm going to have a good sleep later,yipee. Just had a small tiff with my parents, these adults damn funny ya? They say in Mandrin,so i'll just translate our conver in car just now.
Father: Eh Amanda, you want to have BBQ at house downstair park on your bday?
Me: Er... (thinking how to reply for a few secs,when I want to answer...)
Laobu: Aiya,what BBQ? Don't even have toilet,and so dirty, so black. Scarly still got snakes! If I can afford,I'll open a chalet for you but if not I will just give you $ to go out & enjoy yourself.
Me: (A little bit not happy) & say, Please lar,(roll eyes) I think hor, even when I reach 21,you haven't even open ONE chalet for me .__.
After I say this, my laobu change topic with my father. I know i'm damn straight but it's fact. If they don't mean it,then don't make any promises or don't even say out. Money (?) will you even give me and let me enjoy on that day? Shall see. Frankly,I don't want to celebrate my birthdays with my family cause idk,I will rather spend it with my friends outside. Don't feel hurt cause I don't wanna hide anything in me.
I find my days at home damn lifeless,seriously. It can just be a place for me to sleep,live,take money,greet and sometimes joke around but definitely not always. Once I reach 18,i'm going to do what I want with all I care. Sleepovers,tonning,boyfriends&etc. Not rebellious but 18 already, young adult liao not now,still "kids" to my parents. This cannot,that cannot, fine! I'll wait. Just 4 more years. This post is not random but full of complains. Blog speaks for me. Bye & goodnight.
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