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sup, i'm amanda. i'm fat but adorable, self praise.
and i've a lovely boyf, i love him dearly.

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Gavin Jiehui Jiaxin Joanna Le En Regina Susanna Sylvia Tsy VivianLim Xueting


I feel you drifting away from me
Sunday, April 5, 2009

After. Big difference yeah? LOL. Rest in peace father gavin :)
Before....
KokSoon, darling~ HAHA, joke.
Min was clinging onto the pillar cos she want to go home sleep but me and Jiehui keep pulling her!
Ryan ic photo.
FatherGavin!
Licia & Jiehui
Meatballs~
Me & licia, pressing neh neh~ lmao
A very random pose of me... rofl
Clifford!
Okay after this photo, he scream and saying its pain to pull his hair like that. LOL
Koksoon at the top, zeliang left, father right
Fuck gavin! :P
Smoker koksoon ~
Zeliang with curry chicken rice.
Gavinboy, so cute.

The very first time I post so many Gavin boy's pics, lolol. I'm not in love with him, just that taking funny pic of him is damn funny. There's still some inside my phone, haha. Holy mama, father gavin :B I'm gavin boy's fat daughter :D And I guess, i'm typing much for this post.


Without fail, today went to kb again with Jiehui, wawa. Been going to Kb quite often recently, purpose not to see 'him' but just to slack with those silly boys~ Okay, so today was another fun day. Was late again, so met her at around 1pm. Had lunch at market, met up with Eugene&zeliang they had lunch at prata shop,slack outside prata shop for v long after that,slacked at blk 94,went to shit at Ntuc toilet,yl's house for mahjong, 6plus Jiehui left,mahjong end too,acc EngSoon puffed but of course I dint, then down to market again for their dinner,eddy came and we left to slack again at outside 7-11, then went over to blk 94 again to find Weihuang & co becos Gavin boy want to find him so I tagged along. Left that place at 9 with Eddy,KokSoon & yl, went to yl's house to pee cos v urgent then eddy left, and I pester KokSoon to walk me to bus stop, he did. Went to tpy lastly, and the whole journey ends like that. Its just slacking and still slacking. Life's getting boring, get a life by slacking though its still somehow no life but at least you get to live every seconds slacking rather than smoking for someone :)

* And you know, once we were so close but now we are just happy you talk to me not happy then ignore. Cos you're doing this to me, and I gave you back by doing the same back to you. You changed after that someone appeared, you never know all these. Having you as a friend, is = to nothing. I dont mind having you as a friend, neither I mind losing as a friend. Cos I dont give a damn, and your bloody moodswings. Dont think you're the Queen to switch your moods, cos you're not. I had enough of your fucking moodswings. I did not mention any names, cos I dont wish to. If you assume the whoever is you, then go ahead. Dont clarify with me as I said, I dont wish to say.

I starting posting at 12plus, editing here and there and now guess what time it is? 0330. I was like log in log out just to edit this stupid post. Before I end, I wanna tell everybody to drink more water and take good care of yourself alright esp Eczx, weather sucks like hell -.- Ok I think its enough alrdy, and i'm getting tired. Goodbye

Tearing away the letter is like tearing my heart into pieces. I dint know you'll get angry c'os of that. Its always that hurting, you dont know a single shit yet you only know how to bullshit. I'm sick of telling you all these. Please tell me what can I do to let you change.


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