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sup, i'm amanda. i'm fat but adorable, self praise.
and i've a lovely boyf, i love him dearly.
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Seriously nidda some soul-searching
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Just feel like changing blogskin, so there, another new blogskin. I've edited almost everything from the original, becos people might say I copycat so better safe than sorry, I dont want to be the same ~ Realised that, recently my post is very moody & dull with no pics. Well, who the heck will take pics when they're having chicken pox? Lol. So I will take lots of photos after i recover, wait yeah.
Kinderjoy seems to be everyone fave now yea? Never get a chance to taste it, well shall shop for one when I recover yea :) And once I recover from bitchy pox, I will go out for sure, and eat till my stomach burst. Exaggerate? No its not, cos chicken pox is the most horrible illness i've ever had. Can you imagine yourself, looking into the mirror, your face is almost disfigured? And you find yourself look like a freak? I can feel all these right now. But I tell you, its going to end beri soon! But scars will leave behind ): So one time is enough, yes! For all these days staying at home, my meals was prepared by qing ai de Mum. She cooked for me, she brings me to the doctor, she tookcare of me. Yeah, this is what every Mums will always do, and I feel so loved. Okay I sound like mother girl but whatever. I will never say ily to her cos idk why, so i'll say here. I love you, laobu(:
I dont feel good from the moment he stopped replying me, i seriously dont know why. I shouldnt be feeling this way, im very wrong. Maybe I need to do some soul searching? Maybe i'm too silly to blog about him but, its really very awful to keep things inside my mind. I dont want to abuse myself man, I would rather blog out. Out of a sudden, he's not replying me. Whats wrong? I've been sending msges to him, hoping that he'll reply. I know its quite irritating for me to do that, but I cant help it. I hate the feeling when my phone stopped vibrating, suddenly. I still remember our deal, its still on. I wont forget. Kindly reply me, will you? I missed those cold and short replies, but it seems so hard to get back.. Dont say me fickle minded, becos i'm not. I've been faithful enough to one special person.
Sometimes time dont help, or rather it make things worse by thinking back everything you've done. Have you ever ask yourself this, is it worth?
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