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sup, i'm amanda. i'm fat but adorable, self praise.
and i've a lovely boyf, i love him dearly.
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
3.22am, just finished playing my audi. Dint really had a good game but well, just killing time. Ok, talk about today. Siying,Hacken & Terence came over to my house this afternoon, lying on my bed becos Terence was sick and used my comp. Cabbed over to Boonkeng mac at around 5, was late and Hacken & Terence tio gan by Bernhard. Lol. Went over to St george after that, slacked for hour plus, then went back to pp mac becos Hacken wants to eat. After mac, went home. Last long girl :)
I'm having problems at home. I feel so irritated and stressed up though i'm one of the family. I dont wanna care, I just wanna get out of this house everyday, dont wanna face these problems. I know i shouldnt say these, but.. the moment i see it, I really feel very very very irritated. There's nothing I can do, so im staying out of this matter. If I can choose, I wouldnt want to be in this family. Its too complicating, but its just fate. Speechless.
Happy Mother's Day, mama. Its been hard on you these few weeks, yes I know becos I can see. The toughest day will be over, soon.
Ive been thinking alot these few days, seriously dont understand why. Maybe time is not right, maybe it will never ever happen. And father, you really disappoint me. But you're still my father. Im gonna take things easy now. I nidda de-stress.. so bye now.
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