Hi all, ale here. I don't know how long ale will remain, seriously.


Alot of things happened. I thought we're getting closer, I thought we could be like normal friends who talks laugh and joke likenobody care, I thought you've changed,but everything seems gone when they told me that. It really affect me alot. Yea tears dropped once more. But hello, I dont hide my feelings. After telling myself to be happier and don't brood over it anymore, he fucking tell me its a joke, there's no such things. Wtf one moment I felt as if i'm gonna lose him, another moment I felt so relieved! I hate the feeling of losing him, its terrible.But who knows this
feelings? Simply no one, yes i'm telling you no one will ever understand. So is this really fun to
guys? It's really not at all. Tears is not free flow please. Guys like to play this kind of things and
say, ' HAHA so funny, you're tricked!(end of with wicked smile)' Please grow up, please be more mature, its not so funny and so simple as you thought.


Okay enough of emo, I never wanted to feel that way if I had a choice. Neither i'm attracting attention by acting emo, becos its no use acting emo. Blog is one way to vent, another is to forget everything & fucking get a good sleep. Insert :>