Hi everyone. It's 0437 now according to my comp's time, i'm still wide awake, godly. I think I gonna eat some pills for me to sleep comfy later. I'd posted one just now, but that was too mean, that's not me hence I decided to delete and post a new one. I believe that nonsense of S won't stop but it's okay, just let this person continues it nonsense. Guys, just ignore S, don't entertain anymore. He's mad, fucking mad. S, please have some pride, you got a life, stop coming to my blog and talk things that not everyone agrees with you. If I were you, I will be damn ashame, cos you spam and sounds like some sort of retarded idiots. And I guess, i'm not going for sec3 camp.


Unhappy things happened these few days, I don't feel good either. Suddenly it seems like i've lost everything, everything's gone. Yesterday night was my lowest point ever in my life, I've never been through this before, the feeling suck. All I need is one more chance, one last chance. I didn't cherish the chance given the previous time, it was my fault. I know actions speaks louder than words, but I really don't have any ideas of how to prove it to you and this family. They no longer trust me like how they do, everything changed. I'm the one who caused this, yet I can't find any courage to apologize. I just need time, time will heal everything I guess. I just gonna live one day by one day, the closest one's ignoring me, i'm left with my friends now. Who's the one that is my true friend? Shall see. Me and him seems drifting too, unlike I always get to see you whenever slacking, but it doesn't happen now. Don't let me feel this way, it's terrible, I don't like it. I really need you when i'm feeling so damn low, but you're not there, always. Regardless of anything, I will still love everyone who love me, and especially him, nothing will change, not even you, bitch. I love you lil chng's papa.


Boy, you'd been behaving weird after the matter. Seriously whats wrong? You're not telling me anything like how you used to be. Nevermind, I lost my mood for everything, but I still nidda put on a smile everyday, thats life.