Sometimes, things went wrong at the wrong time. When it happens, you will tell yourself, everything happens for a reason. Yea but not all. Sometimes when you feel like giving up, you just can't get him off your mind, you can't help but brooding over alot of things that happened regardless good or bad. When you're in the mid of giving him up, he'll suddenly pop out your mind, or he'll do things that will soften your heart. That is when you forget how hard you tried to forget him, and you went back to square one, loving him like an idiot. Everybody around you, everybody around him, saying how stupid you are, how think skinned you are, you'll still continue. What's this for? I asked myself sometimes, if I got the chance to choose again, will I end up like this waiting like nobody care? I can't find any answer, i'm stuck, speechless.