143, yi li qiao.
Hi. Friday's tmrw, i'm happy cos I've finally went thru 5 days of school by then. I feel so relieve. But another few more weeks to go, MYE. Anyw, it's Thurs, and i'm right here. Reason being, first, I wanna blog out some thoughts I have. Second, this post is dedicated to my dear Meatball.
Let me talk about yesterday first, which is Wed. School was dismissed at 12pm, cheers. Went home changed, and met up with Andy and Jiehui. Headed to Ps LJS. I pierced my second earbone hole. And it suck now, really. I pierced it before but it closed, now I re-pierce and it's not the same feeling as previous time. Hope the hole will heal properly, cos I'know the healing process sucks big time.
Anyway, things are fine between me and boy. *Hello, it's not bgr k.* It's like, I don't mind taking the initiative to message first cos I always do that. But no harm messaging him first cos, we'd patched things out. Great. Things were like before, i'm glad, boy. :)
From here onwards, it's for dearest Meatball.
As for today, things happened. I don't wish to elaborate what exactly happen cos it's quite confidential or what. And people, don't ask me or meatball what happen, cos we won't say. I just wanna let Meatball know someth. 9months plus relationship with him is over. Put it all behind, and live to fullest each day cos i'll never fail to make your day yeah. And this is what Meatball for. I know, it's hard to get over sucha long relationship. Well maybe not very long, but its consider long yeah. But please wake up. I don't mean to be harsh on words, or hurt you, here or whenever I tell you about him. It's just that, I don't want you to get any hurt further. Cos, the one who will cry hard is you and not others. I know how heartaching it is, I know what's the feeling when you see once your boy holding onto other girl's hand, I know I know. But whatever it is, it's not no point for crying now. He won't go back to you. Crying is a good way of venting, please cry. I would rather you to cry than doing other things that you think is not right yet you stupidly go and do it. I believe you are a strong girl. Maybe no more friends between you and him, I mean maybe, but seeing him happy you should feel contented enough. Cos once your boy was living happily, without hurts or any other things that affect his life. Lastly, don't brood over it anymore, it's really really really x100090 over. Regardless of what, girlfs will always there for you, and me. :)
