Yeah, this is my Sat. Boring right? No choice too. Anyway, met up with Xueting and Yeeting at Pp, then trained to Ps for our meesua. Called baobao(Tsy:), coincidentally she was at Ps too. Hahah, so went to find her clique outside Daiso. Walked around, they all played at arcade, left awhile later cos they watching movie at 4pm. We 3 walked to open space, got some dance event. Tsa dance group was there too, some familiar faces like Ken, iyana. After it end, catch up a lil with Ken, and we left there and went to Bk to find Char. Slacked awhile, Ken and Qingyew came, and awhile later again, Xt and Yt left. Went to mac instead for air-con. So much of jokes in there! Made me laugh alot, 3 jokers around me. LOL. Went to Kb after that. Market to meet up with Ivy, yonglee, ks, edwin, Eddy. After that, went to slack at 64. The guys played cards, while girls just sat down and watch. Eczx was damn high and happy today yeah. Omg, never see him so happy before. The way he sang, Ring Ding Dong is damn cute and funny! LOL, made everybody laugh. And he makes my day. :) Went home at 10.30, curfew at 11pm. Holy shit.

Had some problems with family on Thursday. That was damn, harsh, hurtful. The quarrels last for 30minutes. Hello, it's 30minutes. It's very long, and all I do is cry. It's like, i'm so hopeless to them. I gained no trust from them anymore, yeah not anymore. This time round, he's going for real. I hate this. I hate reaching home by the time he wanted, but I've got no choice but to do as follow. If not, I'll gonna lose everything, yeah EVERYTHING. I can't afford to lose everything seriously. If that happens, i'll be just left with an empty shell. I'm feeling that, I'm living for the sake of living, and nothing else. I can just take my life easily, anytime. But there's some thing I can't bear. Not much is about family, but someth else. Even if I wanna take my life, I won't jump down of the building or hang myself, it's sucha a painful way of dying. I'll find some way that's less hurtful. When I reach home, life becomes meaningless. My mind came to think of everything. I said, even if I got unhappy stuffs, who can I confide to in this family? She said, children at your age, sucha young age, where to find so many unhappy stuffs? I was like speechless back at the time. Young age means won't have unhappy stuffs? Young age means I have to bottle up my feelings and stuffs? Young age means I have to tolerate this? Sigh, I really don't know what to say. But don't worry, i'm fine now. It won't brings me down so easily. Cos this happens numerous time already, i'm used to it. If everytime it happens, I would have died long ago. Whenever such things happen, I will tell myself, I am strong so as to carry on with my life. Let me shout for once, IT'S ENOUGH! Okay done.

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