I told myself these.
I must learn how to take things easy.Cos that's the way it is.
I must learn to keep myself happy even though the sad thing is he ain't around. Cos no point pouting over it as he won't come back if he's really gone.
I must learn to think positively as that's what he told me before, and that's before. Cos I believe it whatever he say.
I must learn not to chase him for reply whenever he late reply. Cos it will only irritate him to the max.
I must learn not to let my imagination run wild when he late reply. Cos it won't do good for us.
I must learn to say that's alright whenever i'm feeling upset. Cos he taught me this, I remember.
I must learn to hold my tears back whenever my eyes wants to cry. Cos I don't want a swollen eyes! And, there's no point to cry seriously.
And,I've learnt to cherish every time we spent together as it may be the last time. Cos I wouldn't know when we'll have wars again, that's unstable.
Most importantly, I must not take things for granted cos I don't like people to take me for granted too. And, I remembered every single words you said to me.
This, applies to my dear Meatball too. I know what you're thinking recently, please don't think of him anymore. I'm here for you always.
