Hear me please... This is a post for someone special. Don't bother guessing who's that so ya.

Boy. I had no intention to make things worse. I've not been feeling like this for quite a long time. But for you, i'm feeling this way right now. I feel myself so inferior in fact i'm not cos I know how i'm like. I feel that i'm sucha failure that, I always caused so many things. I always spoilt the happy things myself, and it were destroyed in my own hands. Perhaps, both of us were in the wrong. But I understand that, all words said back then were all out of impulse. Yeah I admit I am. Blame me for always regret after doing wrong, blame me for always make promise to you yet I broke it myself. Maybe it's not you whom took my care granted but me whom took your everything for granted. Even though how much I hate whenever you broke your promise of meeting me, i'm speechless to this now. Cos I realize that, friends are always your priority. I remembered every single words, your harsh words, in the last few messages you sent to me. You don't wanna hear from me anymore, but hear me once more please. This will be the last time I swear. IF, everything are able to become normal again, though it's very hard for us to take things normal even if we talk again, but i'll never regret anymore. I will take things very seriously this time round. I won't want another time of war again. It's awful. Trust me, it really is. Just wanna say, I care for you cos you're someone special to me. Maybe more than a friend, but it'll never cross the line of close friends.

Everytime when I took the initiative to text you, i'm afraid that you'll not reply. But now, I don't have the courage to text you first anymore. Hope i'll really receive a text from you soon.