Ytd midnight, this house was chaos again. I believe whatever you've said was out of impulse, I believe you know it was hurtful words yet you still said cos it's your heartfelt words. However, you'd already hurt Mum's feeling. It's sorrowful for me to see how those words came out from your mouth yet I can't do anything to end it and it last for almost 2 hours. It pains me to see Mum swallowing back her tears into her stomach, cos those words it's as if taking a knife and stabbed straight into her heart. No words could express her feelings back then, but just one word, Hurt. If only I can stuff something into her mouth to stop her from continuing, if only I can just let her sleep as she was already half drunk and was not mentally clear. One sentence strucks me, after drinking alcohol, you'll be speaking the truth. Pretty true, and I guess that's what she wanted to all along. I srsly hope this gonna be the last time, cos I won't wanna see Mum upset again. She did not brought us up for nothing, but with her care and love filled fully. Though sometimes naggy and irritating but still, she bore us out in labour of pains. Alot of things had actually happened in this family recently. Perhaps, it's just not a good year for everyone of us. But guess what, we're just gonna be fine, and get thru this altogether. Coz when heaven closer a door, it'll also open another door for you. There won't be no exit. I believe in that thou i'm not Christian. No harm believing.

Today was just another day of slacking with friends. Fp -> Bk -> Whampoa -> Iluma Ksuites-> Home. The bunch of jokers made my day though, thanks.:) Namely, tris, sweetheart, alex, junyong. My mum told me, friends will only lead you in trouble. I freaking deny it, and defend for myself and friends. I told her, other than family, i've only got friends. Friends is the strongest pillar after family. I don't need alot of true friend, just 1 or a few is enough. But love is never enough. You will lose and gain it, you must also cherish it when you get the hang of it.

All of you, please be fine on the 23rd. It's just out of impulse, yes. But in the eyes of laws, impulse don't exist. No matter what, everybody is there for all of you.

Enough of typing, ciao.