Hi world. This week were rather slack for me, especially during school hours. Cos of the elective module saved me. However, it only last for a week, and next week, school life for me gonna be back to normal. Well, I guess I really nidda study now as CA2 is coming up, and it's very important to me for promotion to sec4N. I don't wanna retain again nor I wanna stay at 3NS, I wanna get the hell out of the class if only my results was acceptable for the school expectations. Well, i'll just take one step at a time and see how it goes.

Today was a Sat, just that it past 12. I looked forward to every Sat as it allows me to enjoy with friends which school days don't. So ya, meet up with Sist @ Kovan, had lunch at Heartland mall Qiji. After lunch, walked around, and to NewFuture. In the end, me and sist booked 2 three-quater pants. Should be gettin it by next Tuesday. Bused to Bk aftermath. Slacked at shelter with lots of people from different co. Played daidee like as usual. Trained to Buangkok with Edwin, Char and Jim. Supposingly to send Edwin home, but me and Char stayed till 12plus, cabbed home. Thanks for the ride char.:)

The very first thing I do every Sat I switch on comp is log in to Facebook. There's this particular profile i'll always view first, and it's a must. To keep tab of everything. Came to think of it, why should I invite trouble? It's so uncalled for. Whatever it shall be. I gotta remember that, I've no right to interfere your stuffs. I just wanna fill you with my care. Though everytime you broke it, I will be angry for awhile, time passed I will be fine. Yeah, I really hope I will be fine.

Have you ever cry yourself to sleep? Have you ever tasted the feeling of losing someone dear to you? Have you ever feel the way i'm feeling? Have you ever had swollen eyes the next day you wake up? Have you ever waited for a reply that seems forever unreplied? Have you ever missed someone you love the worst is you couldn't see him? Have you ever drink your sorrows away, and vomitted like you never before? Have you ever feel so jealous yet you couldn't tell him anything? Came to think of this, after much experience of it, all these shity feelings were actually crap. Feeling the way when the other party don't, crying for someone don't worth your tears. Sucha a fool. I won't wanna feel that way anymore. People will be happier if she's willing to look things at another angle. Deceiving enough, however make your mind ease.

Ciao.