happy bday mister e.
Happy birthday, EddyChng.:) hope you'll eat all the 16 lil cookies.(inserts heart.)
Hi. I had a great day today @ Kbox, Cine. With the accompany of, Eddy, the male lead, Edwin, Guizhang, Bean, Xiongjie, Yilong, 2 Jonathan and Yonglee. Yeah no doubts, Eddy actually wanna go sing. Hahaha was quite startled that he wanted to sing, but he's bday so go along with his requirement. Me xj and yilong were the earliest, the rest were all late. End up, late for k session too. The bday boy sign for bday package, provided room decorations and one bday cake. I think, he love today, and enjoyed today. Well, seeing him happy, im happy too.:) K session end at 7plus, headed to CityHall, Funan mall. Rabpig met us up at there. Walked ard for razor mouse, didn't buy in the end. Had dinner at FoodJunction, im starved man, finally ate at 9plus! Im so proud of myself cos I can go without foods for so long. Lol. Walked to take bus at ard fort canning park to Parklane, intend to play pool, due to age, we went to Fushion to play instead. No, to be exact, only the guys. Had laughters at Fushion, all the guys are jokers of the day. (Y) Pool session end at ard close to 12. Officially eddy's bday! But they nidda go home, so all went separate ways, while i left with xj. Walked home from pp mrt station, wth exercise again. Its ok though. Thanks for making my day, mister E. You ruined it somehow aft that but its ok, im used to it.
I think creating facebook is a wrong for me. I shouldn't have done so. So that i don't have to log in to see people's page, and everytime made myself upset even for the littlest thing. I find myself so petty, but that isn't i want either. Just that, i always went jealous over littlest thing with the people i care, especially that someone. Why some people can appreciate what one did for him/her, but some people just simply can't? Don't understand, and i don't wish to.
Perhaps, im bad, im worse than any girl in your mind, im fat, im ugly, imma smoker, im not a good girl, im rough, im impolite, im not good in expressing my love, im thick skinned, im irritating. These are my weak point. But self claim, im true to you, im waiting for you all these while, ive never changed my feelings even if i thought of but i didn't, even if you hurt me i'll get it over few days ltr. All these point, you don't even bother to see it, feel it, nor just to even thought of it. Lol im so weird, waited for a ice mountain for so long. Im so so fucking strong, ain't you think so? Thanks for training me to be strong. Even if your ultimate choice is not me, i still hope to see your wide smile bright up on your face everyday.:) BUT I HOPE ITS ME. HAHAHAH. Good luck for your N's dear boy.:) Ciao.
