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sup, i'm amanda. i'm fat but adorable, self praise.
and i've a lovely boyf, i love him dearly.

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Lonely sat.
Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hi world.:) Surprisingly i stayed at home for quite a long time on a Sat. I left house at 8plus. I can't believe i actually did that cos i seldom stay at home on a Sat. Lol i think its not too bad afterall cos i can save money but too bad, i spent it on ***. I'm now chatting with tjj in msn, later going to meet him at fp if he's not asleep. Hahaha guess i don't have to sleep today. But it's ok, tmrw must sleep, cos Tues got likers chalet. But am still not sure whether staying over anot. Still considering tonning anot.

And yes, ive promoted to sec4n next year. I don't know why i just felt elated for awhile, i don't really feel that happy. Maybe because ive already wasted 1 year, so even if now im promoted, i don't feel anything. Or maybe because ive already planned to quit school, but now ive promoted. What the fuck, so mixed feelings. Whatever it is, i will buck up next year.:)

Now, lets talk about Virginity.
Well, it's very straightforward that it goes straight to sex whenever people mention abt this. In singapore, there's still a number of people who can't accept non-virgin. Of course im still a virgin, but i just wanna talk about how funny, how different one can think of a this word. In this century, everybody should have been very openminded enough to accept non-virgin. To me, i don't despise non-virgin. Cos its just how different people think about sex. Some people think that, virginity is very important, whereas some people think its not. To me, virgin is extremely important. However, if its meant to lose, or you just feel like giving, so why not? Most importantly is, to give to someone you love and cherish. Even if things end up bad, at least you won't blame yourself as he's the person you love that you gave. I know, it must be weird for me to talk about this. Of course its not because of i lost my virgin, its because this word are so good to be talk about. You can understand what one's think about it.

Hahaha ciao.
"Love the one who worth it."


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