Sup goodmorn, naoz counted as Sunday morn. Ytd supposingly to go Ecp with likers, but meatball and I didn't go in the end. Im sorry liker(s). Though i wanted to go ecp, cos I wanted to SCREAM OUT LOUD. But i didn't. One of these days i will, meatball yeah? Just the two of us, let's scream.:) I hope i will feel better aft screaming, srsly. All right, went to CitySquare instead. Bought LJS frenchfries as finger food, then had lunch at foodcourt. Took photos at skygarden, whampoa aftermath, to find Heartbreaker Alex, then to Tpy. 8plus, back to Bk. Slacked at playground, cos its very chilling as it seems that its going to rain. Homed at 10plus.

Tmrw im going out with my parents, i guess i won't be going to slack. I need some time to keep me away from places that memories will haunt me. I don't rlly wish to think much naoz. Ive not been feeling very awesome, lately. Ive been making myself a nuisance, ive been crying before sleep on my bed, ive been texting someone I shouldn't. Ive made myself so lowdown. I threw away my pride, my self esteem, even my principles. But I don't feel ashamed, cos there's nothing wrong liking a person. I'm just feeling so sucky that YOU told me you're speechless to me. My heart rlly broke naoz, are you happy? I don't know what can I do to get over this, it seems so easy but I find it so hard. I know its a mistake that the thing occur, maybe its just a moment of folly. But to me, its memories. I saw how sweet you two can be, and i know you both love each other a lot. You chose to hurt me, its hurtful but i will respect your decision. Cos there's nothing more I can do. Ive no idea what can I do to retreive your feelings back, im so lost. But I know, you're not with me, ANYMORE. Give me some time, I will get over you. I SWEAR I WILL.