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sup, i'm amanda. i'm fat but adorable, self praise.
and i've a lovely boyf, i love him dearly.

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Sunday, October 17, 2010


Hi space. Finally, i'm out of exams stress. I'mma free girl now, and I don't wanna care abt the results, I just wanna enjoy as much as I can. All papers suck exclude, english mt and CPA. Though cpa 2 sucks for a little, but afterall its still do-able for me. After next week, hair colour i'm coming! I'm so sick of my half brown half black hair colour. I already know what colour i'm going to dye.:) Hope it won't be a failure...

This afternoon went Bugis with Sist. Finally, camwhored. My fb and blog is like so dead. We took neoprints, like ages ago since I last took. Well it turn out nice, and I like.:) Today was just Bugis and iluma. Reached bk at 8pm sharp, walked over to usual place and slacked cos it's standard routine.

Lately, i'm so obsessed by a person, I never expect i will have feelings for. But I hope that's just a crush. I made myself become sucha cheapo, a lowdown pussy bitch, and these few days im having hell. From the start, I shouldn't have believe your words. I should have just forget about what happened, but I couldn't. It just left such deep impression in my mind. Im sorry, I couldn't control my own mind. It just lasted for 5 days, its memories. 1 week ago, you're a sweetpie. But now, you're not my enemy, but just a pure heartbreaker to me. The hurt you caused in me is nothing compared to the previous i've got. But i'm just feeling very fucked up by your words, its full of contradictions. And i'm afraid to believe your words next time, shouldn't be any next time. You never thought of my feeling, you're so selfish. Whatever it is, life still have to go on. You're just another person to train me becomes stronger, thanks. Don't think of hurting me further, you won't get a chance. If you do, don't fucking ever take me for granted, cos i'm not.

Ciao.


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