Hai:)

I just got myself back home not long ago, yeah I stayed overnight. And ive finally bathed, and feel so refresh suddenly. That's very good because I don't wanna make myself tired yet. Ive still got a long day to go! I can't sleep now already, if not I will wake up at midnight. There goes my sleeping disorder again. Sad right? Hahah but I can handle it:) Imma leaving house soon to meet niaochi and handsome gene @ kb. Guess where are we going ltr? Lol a place you can never imagine. Heart itchy right, text me and i'll tell you:)

All right, ive been thinking. Why must I treat myself so bad? Why can't I just let it go? Why can't I just take a break from love, or even anything? Why must I take things so hard? And I realized, ive been too faithful to one, ive been too stubborn, ive not been knowing myself. I mean what im doing. I tried to figure out myself, I rly took time to do that. Cos, no one will do that for me, as its my own thinkings. Well, I still can't make any decision naw. I guess I just don't have enough determination. Im not determined enough to forget about a person, all along ive been like that. My mind had been telling myself, hey come on lah just forget about this heartbreaker. But my heart keeps pulling back into the same pattern. I feel myself cheap enough. I just keep get hurt, and I cried. After that I still stupidly put all my heart into it. How great. -.- Sometimes following what your heart tells you to do may not be the right thing. I'm gonna treat myself better, give myself some space to breathe, give myself some time to forget about unpleasant things too. Sooner or later, im gonna be back to my ownself:)

Ciao world.