Sup. Its been awhile since ive last updated. And now since I got my sist's notebook, so I feel like there's a need for me to blog srsly. Lately, im just slacking. And i dont wish to waste my days and remaining time anymore. School gonna start next tues, hell is coming, yeah. And when school starts, you will see me studying:)
Had a fight with mum on Sunday night. Yes its rlly fight i mean. We argued over school skirt, then slowly she raked up alot of things that I did from the past. Like all parents do that, they love talking about pastimes. The thing that made my heartache wasnt she whack me, it was my own mother actually despise me, and looked on me. Can you imagine? Honestly i didnt expect these but those hurtful words rlly came out from her mouth. Ok i admit, im at fault for raising my voice and talking back. But does that means i deserve these? Hell no. And im so fucked up back then. I cried so hard until the next day i woke up, my eyes are so small and swollen until i scold barely see anything. I just need my mother to love me for who i am and not despise me. Is this hard? ):
