Hi people. Keen to know about my current mood? Okay i'll tell you. I'm feeling damn vexed of the words he said. However, on a lighter note, it seems that you still care for me. I'm feeling pretty much appeased upon hearing that.

Basically these few days, i'm just slacking throught out. Yeah this hols I didn't work at all, totally no income apart from daily allowance. Don't judge that i'm useless okay, i'm just being lazy. School gonna start, I feel so stressed up srsly. If I didn't retained, i'm already on my way to ite. I don't need to fucking spend one more year in BSS. K shall not 'compliment' too much about school, it will just kill my mood. There's so many upcoming event. 10th to Brighid's crib, 17-19 chalet but maybe i'm not going, just use it as excuse to stay overnight, 24th X'mas eve, 31st NYE. What the heck, come to think of it, all of it need money! Arh.): I need to save money NOW! If i'm working, there will be no worries about money. Sad case I didn't. Wait lah, I will, one day in future. I will work on my own, earn my own income.:)

Actually, i'm not very clear about my own feelings now. I mean yes, I still like you but I don't know why I don't have the urge to see you nor talk to you. When I see your face, it just reminds me of her. That makes me shag. Whatever it is, now you're with her, I can't do anything. I won't do anything anymore. Srsly so tired of waiting for somebody who aren't certain about his own feelings. I will just wait for your answers. I'm already mentally prepared. It's okay if it hurts me, cos it will just bothers me awhile. It won't take me long to get over, I think so.

CIAO.