Hi world. This post is dedicated specially for someone I adored, or perhaps like. I stared into this space, thinking about how to start when there are so many things running through my head.

Okay let me start of with how we met. We met in school, of course. I got to know you through 1 guy friend, and you left some impression in me. Back then, you're so innocent, skinny. I started noticed you from then. But you mia from school for a very long time after that, and I didn't see you ard school area anymore. Gradually, I didn't think of you until I saw you at Fp station during sept if i'm not wrong. You called my name, I didn't know it was you till I walked nearer. After that time, we talked a few times in fb chat, then msn. Our first meet up was early in the morning, at Csm. We were practically doing nothing, just wandering ard Csm because it was too early for breakfast, most of the shops weren't open yet. From that first meet up, accumulated to alot of times. That's also how we became closer I think. But ain't rly that close. Close friends share most of their secrets but we don't. I guess feelings just developed from there, the way we communicated, and all. But it's only me, you didn't developed any feelings for me yeah? I asked you, you said yes. Yeah it hurts me. But so what if it hurts me? I won't die because of it. Before you went to overseas, I managed to spend some time with you. I'm contented. When you came back, you gave me a surprised. Real surprised, and there goes my heart sank. Today, my heart sank again. Thanks so much boy, for hurting me constantly at sucha short time. The words you told em' ain't same when I asked you. Maybe problems lies on me, i'm not good enough perhaps. But I definitely won't play with love. You? I don't wish to comment, I don't know much either. No matter how hard it is, that's life I guess. I'll just accept it. With whatever you decided, be happy with it. I'm sick of waiting.

Someone told me, "sometimes we just have to learn things the hard way."