Hi. My body is in school now, my soul is flying outside, and my heart is with R now. It's like, many things that happened all these while really made me felt helpless, speechless. Pretty disappointing to see how things come so far and turn out this way, and sometimes saying disheartening words, ain't the act of being loser but just nothing is my strength.

Look, it's almost a month that we'd been tgt, our honeymoon past so fast. We started to quarrel almost everyday and it really tires me out. Yea my attitude sucks srsly, i know. You ain't any better. Everyday, i'm just waiting for you to text me, and most of the time i'm the one texting you first. I don't mind about who texting who first, I just feel that you don't really care. I cherish this relationship, i really do. I will give my all, but if you don't, that's it. I was telling myself, come on amanda! No big deal, just be happy as long as you love him, its enough. I guess, this helps