sup, i'm currently at a lan shop, yes at this hour lol. its hubby b'day today, his sweet 16teen, later having bbq. i'm thinking why every couples must quarrel? its like, dont quarrel will die? it simply wont but it often happened because one don't know how to give in, another don't know how to shut up. or worst, both don't know how to give in. srsly, i didnt mean to pick a fight on his big day, it really hurts me to see that post, full of vulgar words. is it a must to use vulgar words? you can just use another way to express your anger, for goddess sake. but guess what? i still love him as much as ever. i'm just like that, no matter what, my heart wont die unless its really somethg that kills me straight.


this relationship really come by not easy, thats why i'm holding on tight. his bro told me i'm too possesive over him, he told me to let go abit. if i let go, will we be happier? if we will, then i will do whatever i can. perhaps its the first sister-brother r/s, sometimes i really dont know how to handle. but i trust myself and him that we will be able to overcome everythg and last. i dont wanna lose him, and lose this r/s. well, i know that time pass, things changed, human change too. plus, human is the most terrible creature who can change just overnight. maybe, the best to end a quarrel is to just keep quiet. silence is golden, i suppose. ahah. my feelings dont fade so easily, that doesnt mean i wont. but i wont allow that to happen.


happy b'day my boy, i love you.