hello, its 0350 now, and i have to wake up later at 7am for picnic session with bern and co. WOAH. but guess what? if i can't wake up, i'll probably give it a miss. my eyes are so fucking tired which i dont know why, i'm not physically tired, that's what baffles me. weird right, ok i know. ahah. yes its a sat, and i spent it at lan shop with hubby. i didnt enjoy to the fullest for so many sat(s) already, omg, gonna pester hubby to give me his sat so that we can spend twosome time:) i love it when i'm with him alone, yes just the two of us.
Hubby and me were quite alright all these while after the major quarrel. i realize that, we'd really been quarrelling over things that are totally not worth it at all, result us to strain our r/s. but i've straightened out my thoughts already, i will not quarrel over 'these' kind of things agn. however y'know, sometimes you can't control and you'll yell, and thats the start for quarrel. i will endure, i guess i've made it:) i saw a text from his bro, ok it really pissed me off. its like, i dont know that if i'm having a r/s with his bro or him. i srsly dont like other people to interfere on my things, especially my r/s cos to me, it only concern two person. but i cant do anything, shit. i cant possibly tell him to fuck his bro off, impossible. so i'll just see and shut my mouth up. kk enough of complaints, on a happier note, i'm going east coast with hubby this coming wed! i'mma happygirl, ahahah. i'm so looking forward, and i guess we will enjoy that day by ourselves, sure thing.:)
time really flies, but i didnt forget all the times we spent together, all the things we do, and things we said of course not everythg but most of the sweet and impt one were printed in my head. its not even 2 months we know each other and we got together, but so what? now we are together, we can understand each other even more and deeper. we'd been together for 1 month and surely still counting on, we'd a long road to walk, i trust you, and us:)
i miss rikicha now, but he's sleeping! thats sad but never mind, i'll go to sleep and when i wake up i'll probably see his text. ahaha ciao!