I felt like I don't have the strength to do anything. I felt I don't want to eat anymore. I said so many times, I will let you go, I am over you, but do you think I mean it? I want you back so much, but I know it's too impossible. Whtever I can do, i've already did. Even spamming you with messages and calls, making you hate me even more, I did. I know I shouldn't do this, but every night the feeling came to me, and it's so terrible. You are enjoying everyday, leaving a smile on your face. Are you really happy? I don't know, but I know i'm definitely not. I don't understand why someone so close with before, can just become strangers just one night? And I don't understand why, when I truly love someone, I always end up having nothing. Maybe my methods are wrong, maybe i've got my wrong, but nobody is perfect. And as long as I truly love you, any problem? k la, I've been repeating all these for umpteen times. I'm tired alr. Guess the only thing I can do is wait.